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Post by Kasatzia on Aug 19, 2004 0:57:42 GMT
I slammed the door of my locker shut, sending him a glance as I started walking off to my first lesson - Maths. I knew he was following me, and it made me nervous just thinking about it, making me wonder if the way I was walking affected how he felt about me, or if the way I was holding my books was too protective. As I walked up the stairs, I looked behind me briefly, but he wasn’t looking at me. He wasn’t even there.
Suddenly feeling cold, I rushed to the lesson, sitting right at the back in the corner so that the attentions wouldn’t drift to me as they seemed to do so easily. I’d guessed by now that all the girls had gone round the old good looking guys, and now I was like a piece of fresh meat in a lions cage. Just great. The only lion I wanted wasn’t here.
I spoke too soon, my mind thought numbly as he strolled in, looking extremely casual and cool. He grinned at a few people, who, after seeing that he had been hanging out with me, grinned back. I hated being seen as above people, but it seemed that no matter what school I went to, it would happen, and I’d just have to live with it.
Carter’s eyes met mine with yet another jolt in a region that wasn’t quite my stomach, as he sat on the opposite side of the room. My heart fell as he looked away from me, chatting to the girl next to him, who seemed pretty interested in him, and he to her. I looked away from the sickening sight, and focused on the text book that was being handed to me as the old, decaying maths teacher welcomed me to the class. I forced a small smile, before opening the exercise book I’d bought and wrote my name and the date inside. I decided that Carter didn’t deserve my attentions.
Forty-five minutes of total and utter boredom later, I stood up, my head thumping from the equations and my hands trembling as I walked out of the door, feeling his eyes on me. I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of knowing that he was getting to me – I had my pride, and I intended to keep it as my own, un-torn and whole.
English was next – one of my favourites. I walked confidently into the classroom, again going to the back and sitting next to the wall. That way I wouldn’t be distracted and I could do my work to the best of my ability.
Oh f***.
He sat next to me.
Damn.
Carter didn’t look at me, but I knew his attention was fixed on me. I took out my note-book and began to write down the homework assignment that was already written on the whiteboard, not expecting the note that suddenly fluttered down onto my desk. I looked at Carter, who was staring ahead of him at the teacher, totally innocent. I reached out and hesitantly opened it, my eyes scanning it rapidly.
Don’t you want me to touch you, Jamie?
I felt myself blush and smile against my will, as I hastened to write back.
I was going to ask you exactly the same thing, Mr. I’m Going To Sit On the Other Side of the Classroom.
I passed it over, our hands brushing as he took it from me. My hand tingled, but I pulled it away as if nothing had happened, the heat rising on my neck. He wrote his note back leisurely, as if to tease me into submission. I grabbed the note from him, initiating a note-passing frenzy.
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Post by Kasatzia on Aug 19, 2004 0:59:36 GMT
Don’t lecture me... Sir. What’ll my punishment be, Sir?
Oh my god. I am NOT going to be part of your sick little fantasy.
Why not? You know you want to. Muahaha.
Heheheh. Don’t tempt me, Carter. I couldn’t stop thinking of you over the weekend.
Fine, don’t play along... but yeah. Likewise. I mean... it was amazing. Wasn’t it?
Yeah, it really was. Scary, but amazing.
Still scared then?
A bit.
No need to be. We’ll take things snail-slow if that’s what you want, Jamie. Just as long as you don’t freak out on me.
I won’t freak if you don’t push. But I know you won’t push. Hey Carter, can I ask you a personal question?
Sure. As long as it’s sexy.
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Post by Kasatzia on Aug 19, 2004 1:01:38 GMT
I laughed as I read this, causing the teacher to wander over to see what I had been writing. I quickly flipped back to a poem, smiling innocently up at her, my sincere eyes making her smile back and turn away. I sighed heavily with relief; if she’d read “Don’t you want me to touch you” and “As long as it’s sexy” I could’ve been in deep s***. I glared playfully at Carter before replying.
Does the author count as that category? LOL just kidding. What are you doing to me man? Turning me as gay as a picnic basket. Anyway. How far have you gone?
With a guy?
Both.
Promise me you won’t freak out, Jamie. Swear on my little life.
As Carter passed me back the note, he looked at me so seriously that my heart-strings nearly fell off due to tugging. I smiled at him, before reading it and feeling my stomach turn into Butterfly-Central.
I swear.
Well... with a girl, I’ve done most things.
And... guys?
He almost looked ashamed as he passed me the reply.
Everything.
I gulped for the second time that day; I couldn’t believe it. I was just another line in his book. I didn’t notice him tearing off another strip of paper and scribbling madly, before passing it to me underneath the desk, not failing to take my hand in his as he did so, squeezing it lightly and causing me to feel all mushy inside. I took the note and read it.
Please don’t be freaked. I was just open-minded, I didn’t care who I liked. But I’ve never felt this strongly, Jamie, and like I promised, I’ll go as slow as you need. Please.
As the bell rang, I stood and gathered my books, a small smile on my face as I walked past him. As I did, I whispered,
“Snail pace it is, then, C.”<br> I walked off without him, a slight grin on my face. I’d made him feel scared that he’d scared me away. Muahaha. I was on top.
Flushing and cursing myself for phrasing it that way in my head, I walked to my locker, waiting for him to catch up. I couldn’t be bothered to go to break, and I knew he’d follow me. School here had easy times, break lasting forty-five minutes and lunch lasting an hour and forty-five. It was great.
Suddenly, a body pressed itself up against me, making me bite my lip so I didn’t make a sound.
“Hey gorgeous,” a low voice said from behind me as Carter whirled me around to face him. “Tell me - how did you get so good looking, smart, funny -”<br> I grinned, prising his hands off of me. I knew that it would only be a few moments that we’d get alone before the other students would pile in. I leaned forward, so close to his lips that it was electric, before saying quietly, nervously,
“My Dad’s out of town until Wednesday. Do you wanna sleep round tonight? My Mum... she wants to meet some of my friends. And I think she should meet you.”<br> Carter couldn’t hide the pleased smile on his face as he said, his eyes turning puppy-dog on me,
“Don’t you want me there? Is it just your Mum that wants me to sleep round?”<br> I grinned at him, opening my locker and slinging my books inside as I said,
“Stop trying to make me all camp, mister. And yes, actually, I think I might just want you there. Maybe.”<br> Grinning at each other, we stole a quick kiss before the students spilled in from outside and the corridor, shouting in loud voices. I was shaking and blushing furiously, but I wouldn’t exchange the feeling for any other in the world.
This was so cool.
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Post by Jamie on Aug 19, 2004 1:08:04 GMT
*dies more than once*
MORE FOR GODS SAKES!!
Writers-block my ass.
*clings onto anyone that will allow him to*
I spent all night/morning waiting for this. I knew you were writing it, and I just kept refreshing the page!
I hope you appreciate my efforts. *nods and continues to cling*
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Post by Orca on Aug 19, 2004 23:52:32 GMT
*stares at Kasa-goddes in awe*
*clings to Jamie*
Oh. My. f***ing. God.
Didn't I already say that once? Well, I'll say it again anyway.
Sooooo cute...
I want a boyfriend like that...
*cries*
And Jamie? I love your little script-thingies...I laughed so hard the person at the computer next to me gave me a dirty look, and so I was all "dude, he's like, a battery, and he's gay"
And he still gave me a dirty look...hmm...
*clings*
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Post by Jamie on Aug 20, 2004 0:49:17 GMT
*grins* I play the gay battery well, or so I'm told. I almost got spotted, but they told me I was too gay, once again. *sighs unhappily*
I'm never going to be good enough for the big people.
Ah well. Kasa-chan, when you make this story into a movie, can I be Carter?
*begs as he clings to Orca, randomly* (Muahaha, randomised)
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Post by ~<3~Morgan Voltaire~<3~ on Aug 20, 2004 18:39:22 GMT
Its so beautiful!
And Jamie I want to star in one of your Scripts! PLEASE!!
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Post by Jamie on Aug 20, 2004 20:46:40 GMT
*grins*
You sure can be, Morgan. I'm thinking HP and the Inflatable sheep is the best one right now. So...
Hmmm. I'll try and feel inspired at some point for you. Kasa-chan, get your ass to a type-writer now.
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Post by Orca on Aug 20, 2004 20:53:44 GMT
Jamie-ness!
*clings more*
Yes! We need more gay men on this site....
*nods sagely*
Ooh, am I in the script?
Oh yes, that's right...I'm Sirius or someone, aren't I?
Damn...I can't remember...
*cries*
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Post by Jamie on Aug 20, 2004 20:55:25 GMT
*wraps his arms around Orca protectively*
Don't cry, James, I mean Orca it's not the end of the world... we'll re-write the script for whatever character you want.
*both sob into the night*
And yes, totally agreed.
*sings Kumbaya*
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Post by Orca on Aug 20, 2004 21:24:42 GMT
*sings along*
*stares all dramatic-like into fire*
*roasts marshmallows*
James, yes, that's right...
Mwah ha ha....
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Post by Jamie on Aug 20, 2004 21:34:34 GMT
*grins and stares into the fire, and decides that this is the time to unleash a corny poem he wrote*
Always there, never so obvious to anyone, I watch you stand alone, gazing, longing. You touch the rain with such love and devotion, There's been too many times I've wanted to be your rain.
To kiss you softly as you raise your face, To caress your body, smooth, warm and loving. To mingle in your tears, becoming one, As the pressure get's heavier, we fall.
I wish I was with you whenever your eyes rained, To gently touch your cheek and take away the pain. To pull you towards me and encase you with my arms, To tell you I loved you before I touched you.
Because to me, I was your rain, Your guardian angel, Your soul.
To me, you were my everything.
*tells them all that it's about no-one in particular, but they should all look sad and reminisce about people that they love because it's that kind of moment*
*watches the fire and thinks secretly about the funny guy on the other side of the fire who's nostrils are flaring and almost can't stop laughing*
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Post by Anya on Aug 21, 2004 14:51:14 GMT
That wasn't corny, that was really beautiful... - Is still feeling all funny from poem -
Now, MORE TEENAGE!!!! I need more!!! Pwetty Pwease?
- Puppy dog eyes -
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Post by Maeva on Aug 21, 2004 19:07:45 GMT
That was a treat. Coming back from a week away and getting to read all that. It makes me smile. Jamie is so adorable and Carter...Carter....oh, joys. Write more then, will you? *grins*
And...*reminisces about people she loves* A very nice poem, Jamie.
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Post by Orca on Aug 21, 2004 22:45:42 GMT
*gets all melancholy thinking about everyone he loves...like Vixen, Michaela, Atticus, Eclipse, Kaiser, Hikalyn, Jamie, Tedibea-chan...*
*pauses for breath*
*David, Damiana, Yamaroshi, Ryu...sigh...I miss Ryu...I forgot I even had him...ahem...Kage, Pilantheion, Patrick, Okami, Adhara, Leitana, Atreyu (just becuz of his name, dammit...), Ace, Morgan, Kasatzia, Captain Crunch, Kenny Blankenship, Halle Berry, Patience Phillips, and Catwoman...sigh...*
*blinks*
Damn...now I can't even remember most the people I love...so, therefore, if you ain't up here, I still love you...except for that Skarlett chick. Yeah.
*blinks again and glomps Jamie*
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