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Jun 25, 2005 23:55:50 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Jun 25, 2005 23:55:50 GMT
It had been a month since Jesika's departure from the magical academy. Before she left, she was quite pregnant, and facing emotional turmoil. On a cool, crisp night, she climbed up to the Astronomy tower and whisked herself, and the unborn child into a safe haven. To a place not even Kezaa knew of. It was there she conceived her child, and prepared for her return to Magic Horizons.
Hoping for a safe and happy return, she bundled the infant in a linen blanket and made the transport back to the school in a more suitable way; by train.
Several hours later, and quite famished, Jesika arrived at the school. Strolling casually into the Great Hall, the click of her heels shattered the brief silence in the empty room. Jesika's large hazel eyes drifted from her childs relaxed face to the large house tables, almost completely vacant. After flicking a few strands of honey brown hair from her face, she cradled her arms around the little girl sleeping in her embrace. Smilely slightly she took her once usually seat at the Ravenclaw table.
"I feels likes it's been forever...perhaps Kez will make his rounds down here this morning..."
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Jun 26, 2005 18:23:23 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Jun 26, 2005 18:23:23 GMT
(OOC) Sorry for the delay, Dearest. I got started last night, but I got sleepy and saved the first bit to finish later. I'll do that now. ^^
(BIC) Was it Kezaa's regular rounds? Hardly.
He was beginning to forget what all that pretained to. Kez had closed himself up in near seclusion, coming out onlyto feed himself, and to frequent his mailbox for any parchments. Jessica had dissappeared from his life so abruptly, he was almost afraid someone had abducted her. And he would have followed in suit.
However, even before his untimely death, Kez had always felt a sort of repoire with Jessica, an alienic warmth that he could feel whether he was holding Jess, or merely in the same room. He found with his new abilities though, he could sense her from almost anywhere on campus.
And if he tried hard enough, anywhere in this world. And he would tear it up to see her found.
No matter how Kez tried though, even in the seclusion of his appartment, he could not feel Jess. Anywhere. Either she was taken to a place that no human could easily find, or.....she just did not want to be found.
And now Jess was before him, sitting comfortably in the table chair with the little bundle held gently in her arms. Jess had come back - and it seemed she was not alone. She had actually had their child. It was reasonable to assume, since the months that passed by were so long....
"Jessica......." he sobbed slightly, his voice breaking unintentionally as he gazed upon her, and approached her from the doorway. Not dressed in his usual school attire, he was wearing a purple shirt with a small hole in the side and a pair of khakis.
Jessica had not changed at all, in terms of beauty. Sure, it had only been a month, but it truthfully felt like a punishable eternity to the Head Boy. Her smooth, rounded cheeks and the same locks of hair that hid her hazel eyes and tickled the corners of her kissable lips with their tips, still floated about her face. She was just as he remembered her, and he was so happy to see her well and with him again.
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Jul 4, 2005 5:19:56 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Jul 4, 2005 5:19:56 GMT
An almost weary voice broke the brief silence that encircled the new mother and her child. Lifting her head delicately while sweeping the long brown hair from her face, Jesika surveyed the familar stature of a man she loved more than any. Kez stood before her and the infant, a crystal tears rolling down his flushed cheeks from the corners of his blue eyes.
It had seemed like an eternity. Ever since Jesika felt it necessary to avoid the school's atmosphere, she had been torn between including Kezaa in the 'getaway' or leaving him to hisHead Boy business that he had been preoccupied with. The solid month she was away, Jesika found it more than difficult to push the thought of him from her mind. Spending her time preparing to give birth to his child only made things that more unbearable to withstand. Giving up on the idea after conceiving the baby girl, she came running back, just as she always did. Kezaa was her one and only love; without him she couldn't live. As simple and clear as it sounded, the very thought of it brought upon her a sick feeling in the pit of her stomach and in her aching heart.
I need you Kez...I love you.
The words echoed after she created them and sent them spinning in her mind...but did he even want her back now? After she had left like that?
Maybe he'll understand...
Parting her lips shakily, she approached him slowly. Trembling, but still clutching to the child, she her eyes did most of the speaking. Within her hazel spheres, love beyond all measurement shone brightly as she gazed at Kez without a word.
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Jul 4, 2005 6:42:22 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Jul 4, 2005 6:42:22 GMT
It seemed as if Jesika was about to open her mouth, as if to speak a greeting, or perhaps, an appology. This was apparent in the way her hazel irises swirled, like trying to pluck words from a great river in her mind, which infact also seemed to threaten to burst from her eyes.
Not likely.
In a single, swift motion, Kezaa's jacket fluttered from behind him as he dashed towards Jess, skidding to a stop in the same motion as his leg slid between her legs. Looping an arm around her waist, and carefully avoiding the tiny, quiet bundle in her arms, Kezaa's parted lips calmly lunged to meet with Jesika's as she was about to speak, thus muffling the words from existance.
The endorphinal release that ensued in Kezaa's almost withered body was comparable to that of diving off a plank in the vast blue of the endless sky. It was interesting, Kez had said his goodbyes and hellos again and again to Jessica in the past, and they were often further separated than this one. And yet, he never felt so relieved and alive, just to feel the warmth of his best friend. Of course, another factor contributing to this release of pent up feelings may have been atributed to the baby girl whom was still resting softly in Jesika's arms.
After briefly 'reaquainting' himself with Jesika's taste, his lips separated from hers, sending a few tiny particles into the air as he beamed with a reinerated smile that could only have come from the deepest recesses of his soul, even if it was aqquainted with the lines under his eyes that came from many nights of unrest.
Peering down in Jesika's arms, and still in close proximity, Kezaa's voice lowered to a whisper. "She's a little darling. She looks exactly like you."
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Jul 4, 2005 15:10:55 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Jul 4, 2005 15:10:55 GMT
Jesika's heart raced as Kezaa speed toward her, grinning madly as he swept his arm around her waist gently. Jesika's open mouth was immediately met with Kez's as he pulled her to him dreamily. The sweet intoxicating scent of his freshly showered hair, his smooth, flawless flesh against hers, and his delicious kisses stole her breath away. Her lungs went still and it had seemed she died for a moment. Her eyes closed while she swam in the love emitting from his affections as everything in exisistance disappeared from thought. There was only Kez, the infant, and her. Stifling a sob, she placed her free hand upon his strong chest and eased her mouth from his for a moment to allow a equally joyous smile to sculpt her features.
After making reference to the infant, Jesika giggled, and fluttered back.
"Well, she has her daddy's entrancing sapphire eyes..."
Oh, it had seemed like forever. The happiness dancing in both the loving couples eyes radiated and illustrated the cravings they had for one another.
Reaching up, and caressing his cheek tenderly, she whispered softly.
"Kez, I'm never going to leave you again...I simply can't. I love you."
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Jul 5, 2005 7:57:04 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Jul 5, 2005 7:57:04 GMT
"Heh, well the next time you decide to leave, just take me. I'd hate for you to take care of her all by yourself." Kez said, a serene smile resting on his face as he admired his wife, taking in all the features that had remained the same from her unblemished, unaltered beauty. Well, not quite unaltered. There was something about her, not so much physically, but perhaps just latent in her eyes, which surely must have beheld much from her surroundings, whever she was staying in her abscence. Whether it was something to worry aboout or not, he pushed the thought from his mind and resolved to talk about her last wherabouts later.
Redirecting his attention to the baby now securely cradled in Jesika's arms, she fidgeted ever so slightly before relaxing yet again. The little one seemed very energetic.
"So love, have you thought of any names yet?"
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Jul 8, 2005 0:24:26 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Jul 8, 2005 0:24:26 GMT
Her vibrant green irises shrank suddenly at the words that came dripping from his mouth.
"I'd hate for you to take care of her all by yourself..."
Eyebrows crunched and she gazed at him for a moment before answering. Raising the child by herself would never even be considered an option. She wasn't going to do it alone, nor could she.
"No. I'm not going to raise her by myself...she needs a father too...a-and..."
Glancing away from him for a moment, she curled her arms comfortingly around the child and drew a deep breathe. Her mind spun with worry, but she remained calm and was bent on not spoiling the fond greeting they both had shared moments before. Staring blankly at the floor, she gathered her thoughts.
"So love, have you thought of any names yet?"
"Darling, you still love me, don't you?"
In almost a whisper, she hastily blurted the question. She hated asking such a thing, but it just had to be answered. Being perfectly certain that his feelings for her hadn't cooled was mandatory. Wincing away at what the answer would be, at what the reaction to even creating such a doubt would be, and hiding her eyes rimmed with salty tears, she hushed a whimper.
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Jul 8, 2005 6:39:59 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Jul 8, 2005 6:39:59 GMT
Kez froze as his most precious love let such a question escape those pouting, kissable lips of hers. His fingers before were gently coaxing the baby's cheeks, feeling her extraordinarily smooth skin; she was definitely Mommie's lil' girl. His eyes lay shrouded in the faint, feathery curtain of his blonde bangs, almost as if to deliberate on this. However, he knew perfectly well there was nothing to think about.
"Jesika, my wife, I need to love you. And I need your love in return." Kezaa said, his eyes revealing themselves with the same heaviness as hers, and glimmering brightly. His hands reached up to her cheeks, comparably smooth as her baby's.
"Your love has seen me through the greatest levels of lonliness that a man can bear. No matter how great a challenge, no matter how crazy I felt I was becoming, you were always just ahead, just within my grasp."
Leaning forward, his lips pressed gently against her left eye before an uplifting smile spread across his mouth with the tears that threatened to burst from his eyes. "So baby, if you ever doubt my love, then just try loving me more. You'll find I can get most competetive in that department." he sputtered, his jestful voice shaking.
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Jul 9, 2005 0:23:43 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Jul 9, 2005 0:23:43 GMT
Remaining still for only a moment, the dam that Jesika had created to bar the ocean of emotion, has burst. Tears and sobs exploded from her as she set the sleeping infant, cradled in an aray of blankets and linens, on the Ravenclaw table. Turning briskly back toward Kez, she threw her arms around him and muffled her cries to his chest. Trembling, Jesika released all the worry and sickness that had plagued her. She knew without a doubt that every word he uttered was sincere, and for that alone she loved him even more.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love..."
Her words trailed off in muffled whimpers and she embraced him tightly, never planning on letting go for fear of losing him to now deceased insecurities. Emotionally exhausting herself for months, she finally felt as if she was calm again. Safe again.
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Jul 10, 2005 10:00:50 GMT
Post by Mina on Jul 10, 2005 10:00:50 GMT
Ooc: Oh my god, I just have to say this has got to be one of the sweetest threads I've ever had the delight of reading! You two are so convincing and adorable together, please write more soon.
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Jul 11, 2005 7:43:38 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Jul 11, 2005 7:43:38 GMT
(OOC) Heh, thank you miss. And yes, I would have continued by now, but these past few days have been very busy and uninspiring for me, as Jess-chan knows quite well. For you though, dearest, I'll give my all.
(BIC) Kezaa's balance nearly tilted his body over as Jess pressed herself insistantly to him after lying the slumbering baby upon the table. Obliging his wife quite willingly, his arms fully envloped her lithe form and he held her fully to him.
His head leant down, Kezaa's face disappeared in Jesika's hair. The world disappeared in that soft curtain of brown thread-like locks which smellt of sweet cleanliness. He could not have felt more at peace, or secure, than he was at that very moment. The heat of their two bodies melted together in a macrocosm of peace and comfort.
"Its okay, baby. I love you, too." he whispered, after finding the strength to speak yet again, if not meekly.
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Jul 11, 2005 7:48:51 GMT
Post by jadore on Jul 11, 2005 7:48:51 GMT
ooc: i must agree with mina. This Thread has been a delight to read, and sooooo adorable!
-glomps-
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Aug 1, 2005 0:45:14 GMT
Post by Jesika (retired) on Aug 1, 2005 0:45:14 GMT
After pouring a good amount of tears and emotion from her body, she pulled her trembling self together and coupled her gaze with Kezaa's once again. Those large pools of blue sealed her thoughts in a single moment and ushered in more appreciation for the man that stood before her. Working hard to stifle her urge to whisk him off to a private area to continue their intimate reunion, Jesika lifted the infant from the table into her arms once again and craddled the youngling against her breast. Sniffly whispers escaped her as she lovingly caressed him.
"I was waiting for us to name her together, love."
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Aug 2, 2005 4:56:23 GMT
Post by Kezaa (retired) on Aug 2, 2005 4:56:23 GMT
"Really? You haven't thought of anything yet?" he asked, giving his sweet wife a kiss underneath her jaw and gazing back down upon the baby resting ever peacefully against Jesika's bosom. There were many types of names that ran through his bloodline, both of Hispanic and Russian descent. Infact the only reason Kez came across such an unusual name was because his parents wished to step outside the box for their last born child. Well, as it would be, Kez also had an idea for being a little creative, not restricting his firstborn child strictly to names inside the family line.
"Hrmm....Jess, what do you think of the name Aya?"
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