Post by tankdoggy on Jan 18, 2006 17:14:02 GMT
It was that time again time to go back to Magic Horizons and leave he's awful smelly, damp, filthy orphange behind at least until the holidays in his case it was the orphanage or the streets were he used to live until the social workers found him and took him there to live until he is sixteen which wasn't as bad but he prefered the streets all the same. But he guessed that anywere was better then nowhere whenever it was time to go back to school he was glad because he could catch up with all his freinds,he felt sorry for all the kids who had to stay there all the time, he promised to come back when he was old enough and help them, one of the boys he had made freinds with was only six and he came from a mother who hit him for fun so tankdoggy promised he would come back for him.
Once he was at the school it felt entirely different it didn't feel like home to him anymore it felt like a normal school it was if someone or something had replaced him with somone who never stays somewhere too long as he stood there in the entrance hall he thought about everything that had happend to those kids in the orphanage and it was too much for him he just turned around pushed the big wooden oak doors open and walked out into the rain which had just started to pour down hard once out there he just laid down on the grass which was now soaking wet and no-matter what he just sat there and starting thinking about all those poor helpless children all in there because no-one loves them and no-one cares for them what's so wrong about them half the kids he had met in there were the model children!.
after about an hour he was soaked right through yet he didn't move not even a musscle he just sat there thinking and after at least ten minutes it had finally happend for the first time in 3 years he had actually burst into tears, "Why all those innocent children why what did they ever do to deserve the punishment of being in a orphanage why not just me," he shouted at the top of he's lungs he just coudn't stop himself from crying not even if he tried he was so upset but when people were around he hid he's emotion and acted as though everything was ok even though it wasn't he put on a face. He had always trusted god until the day he was put into a orphanage three years ago today, "Where are you now god why aren't you helping all those innocent children in that orphanage there crying half the night because there so lonley and neglected try living knowing that, were where you when I needed you?, were where u when those kids needed u? huh" he shouted angrily