It's My Fault, Is It Not?

[Angelique Choisel]

Angelique had to go to the Graveyard and visit her mother's grave to get some reassurance that she should be here at MH. She walked past man graves, some unmarked. She held her three white roses in hand lazily and walked slowly through the mist and fog covered Graveyard.

When she found her mother's grave, she sat down in front of the headstone and placed the roses in a row across the grass, almost touching the headstone. Angelique read the stone, she hadn't read them in a while.

[glow=red,2,300]'In loving memory of Violet Leone, Forever loved and cherished...Never forgotten.'[/glow]

Oh how those words imprinted her fragile mind. She missed her mother so much, till this very day she still blames herself for her mother's death. Violet was trying to save her from a witches peril, but in the process got herself killed.

Angelique says "Oh ma, I'm so sorry I was even born. I'f you weren't trying to save me you would still be alive...." A tear fell down the girl's delicate creamy cheeks and dropped onto her mother's grave soil.

[Dante Rose Black]

Dante walked through the graveyard letting her mind lead her among the graves. To let her wonder through the solitary place. When she heard a silent tear falling to the ground it seemed tonight that it was not so solitary. She let her mind lead her to the exact area of the person.
"Are you ok, you seem to be crying though I could be mistaken...I can't see you." Dante's voice was soft carrying on the wind.

[Angelique Choisel]

Angelique looks over her shoulder toward the calming voice and looked up at the firgure who she could hardly see. "Oh, yes *sniffles* I'm ok...Just some memories getting me all upset again..." Angelique looked back down at her mother's grave and touched the headstone softly with only her finger tips. "This is my mother's grave, she died trying to save me when I was merely an infant...." The pain started swelling in her heart, and she was thankfull that there was someone there to talk to her.

[Dante Rose Black]

"Memories can be painful, and helpful at the same time, the fact that you grieve for your mother though you only a small child when she died proves that even though you really didn't know her you still grieve for her...I used to grieve the death of my parents, and now I grieve that I wasted all that time looking for them even though they never care, you grieve over your mother because you love her...right?" Dante sat on the ground so she could be level with the girl.

[Angelique Choisel]

"Yes, that's why...I feel if I wasn't born then she wouldn't have risked her life to protect me. I appreciate her sacrifice so, that's why I grieve for her. No one could love me more than she did, and my dad...He sent me here to MH so that I might be safe in case the witch cam back to finish what she started. I worry every day if he's all right...."

Angelique sighed then started contemplating. MH was full of good people who cared about each other like a family. But she still didn't feel like she was a part of it.

[Dante Rose Black]

"You have to understand the logic of your father, he was worried you would be killed so he sent you here, and this is a good place the people are kind and they will look after you, you don't have to worry I promise." Dante placed a hand on the girls shoulder.

[Angelique Choisel]

Angelique looked at the hand on her shoulder and felt all of the world's weight lifting off of them. "I like it here so far, the people that I met seem cool...What I don't understand about myself is, since I've been growing up without a mother I feel the need to have a soul mate. Like that special person will fill in that empty space of love for me. Whenever I think I've found that person, something keeps it impossible for us to be togehther. It makes me think I don't have a soul mate but everyone else does....I've been cast out from eternal love. I think, I'll never experience the perfect wedding, a family of my own to protect and cherish. All those things have been hidden and locked away from my life. So, there's more reasons that I grieve for my mother. Though I didn't know her, I still love her for giving birth to me and protecting me....And that's why I want to find that one special person to protect me and love me too...

[Dante Rose Black]

"I have not yet found a person to care and love for me, and sometimes I to fear that I will never find, but I live with the fact that maybe I will find that person and maybe I won't only time will tell." Dante sighed a bit revealing a secret that she had kept long hidden.

[Angelique Choisel]

Angelique was suprised and shocked that this girl had the same conflicting thoughts as she did. "I had no idea there was another person out there that felt that way. Now I don't feel so alone." Angelique smiled with relief. "So, what's you're name? Mine's Angelique."

Hopping to make a new friend, she wondered if they both would end up finding their true love. It's a shame women have to wait for their mates to come to them. They could be all the way across the world! But Angelique wished it wasn't so.

[Dante Rose Black]

"Hmm I am known as Dante...Dante Black, I'm a fith year up at the castle and I'm in Slytherin, hoping to be a Potions Master someday, I just want a quiet life." Dante smiled letting the wind sweep around her cooling her off a bit.
"So where are you from if you don't mind me asking."

[Angelique Choisel]

"Dante? I like that name, it's nice." She said with a smile
"I am not from here...I was born in the netherlands. My father is from there, when I was a week old my mother took me to Osaka, Japan. That's where her life ended...So, my home land is in the Netherlands but I consider Osaka myhome. I loved it there." Angelique loved to share her background info, she was happy that someone actually cared.

[Dante Rose Black]

"Ahh Japan thats were my foster parent live and were I was broungt up, I love Japan." Dante smiled warmly it was true.
"My parents were killed when I was very young and I never knew them, though that doesn't matter, they didn't want me...though that doesn't bother me." She sighed smileing again she smiled alot anymore.

[Angelique Choisel]

"Wow, really?" Angelique replied with suprise. She stood up from her mother's grave and faced Dante. " I should head back, I don't want to be an emotional case at school. Say, do you want to go back with me?" She hoped she wouldn't have to walk back alone.

[Dante Rose Black]

"Yeah sure..." Dante smiled raising to stand stretching a bit. The wind blew coldly causeing her to shiver.
"Its not safe to wander alone anymore, not with Fenris, hes a lycan, attcking people."

[Angelique Choisel]

Angelique gasped with worry, "Are you serious?" She couldn't believe someone would be so cruel. But she wasn't afraid, she was never afraid. She had nothing to lose so why would she be? This whole year at MH has changed her, that much she was sure of. She was opening up to alot more people and she had met some of the nicest people. She just hoped her father was safe and well...She and Dante were walking through the forest fearless but Angelique just wanted to make it back into the school safely.