Dante Rose Black
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Post by Dante Rose Black on Oct 12, 2005 22:14:54 GMT
Dante sat on the stone angel she cried. This was getting so screwed up. Everything seemed to be getting screwed up. What did she do for this to happen to her. She moved her head with the music coming through her head phones, the music was only making her feel worse... "When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become." Dante's very heart seemed to be breaking in half it was to much for her to bear. It had been a long time senice suicide had crossed Dante's mind but as she felt the pain sweep through her she took out a well hidden knife, she felt no presence around her...she set the blade to her wrist and stopped could she really do this she wasn't so sure...
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Post by faewings on Oct 14, 2005 21:19:43 GMT
Fae felt like wondering around for a while, since things in the common room were getting kind of boring. She was one to love mischief, but this time, she opted for the graveyard. She hadn't been in one for a while and she thought her brother and father would be wretching in their graves because she hadn't visited them. They were burried in the family's cementery, back in Romania, but still... She felt like she owned them something. So she took one of her black cloaks out of her trunk and slowly descended toward the graveyard. She stepped carefully around the graves, trying not to step on them, not to disturb the spirits there resting. Her cloak was swishing around her, touching the stones ocasionately. She stopped suddenly. Stiffled sobbs and the whooshing of a knife's metallic blade. Her eyes went wide. It couldn't be. She knew that sound all too well, for she had heard it and was still hearing it every time she felt down. It was like the sound of the knife with which she cut her wrists everytime she felt like she couldn't take it anymore. She closed her eyes and listened, remembering the last time...
Cold. Harsh cold. It was snowing outside and the window was opened. She didn't care. Her breath came out in whispy clouds, her cheeks pink and her lips dry and blueish. She was cold and she couldn't feel it. She reached out for something under the four poster bed covered in pretty red sheets trimmed with silver. Red. A whooshing sound. Blood. Seconds trickling, like the blood drops. Tick, tick, tick... Stop. Healing charm. Concealing charm. Done with her mother's wand. Her mother in coma, her father dead. Her brother killed. Alone. Tears. Blood. And cold.
Inhalling deeply, she walked toward the sound. She gasped. Dante! Her friend! It couldn't... But... She closed her eyes, and a tear rolled down her cheek. Whipping it, she stepped further as noisily as possible. "Hello, Dante."
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Post by ~Persephone~ on Oct 15, 2005 3:49:57 GMT
Persephone usually came down to visit her mother's grave as much as possible. One week at least, or that's what she tried to make with her busy schedule. But it had been a while since she'd been down, after the last...incident.
But her love of her mother had let her get over that. She might have been attacked, but that was life, and that was the past. As far as she was concerned the past, well some of it, was better left forgotten. She wanted to leave it that way, but in her heart she doubted that it would.
Sephe walked closer to her mother's grave. She held the bouquet of white roses, the thorns pressed into her hands, but she ignored the pain. But she heard someone else.
They were stifled sobs, the one's she heard. The type that have to fight through all that hurt and pain and suffering just to reach your eyes and when they fall they hurt. That was the type of crying she heard. And a part of her went cold as she realized she had heard that sound before.
She walked toward it, heading away from her destination. She could go there afterwards, and she was certain her mother would approve of her going towards her friend first.
She looked at Dante huddled against the statue. She fell to her knees, but her eyes were locked on the knife. She knew what was about to happen and she put a hand on her friends wrist. No, Dante would not do this because no matter what her friend thought she needed her. Dante had become as much a part of her family as her sisters were. And family was something that they needed.
"Dante..."
The whisper came out in a soft breathless murmur. Her voice was so quiet, she almost doubted her friend could hear her.
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Post by faewings on Oct 15, 2005 13:10:18 GMT
Fae stepped closer, seemingly unnoticed by Sephe. She spoke nothing this time, the strange pieta the two girls were forming was enough to take her breath away. Inside, though, she was a torment of thoughts and feelings and pain. She took a shuddery breath and closed her eyes for a brief moment. Grey eyes glinting, she went on. She took out the knife out of Dante's hand, cold fingers unclasping soft ones, and put it to her own wrist. She did so as in a trance, no expression on her face, seemingly soulless eyes. She put the knife on the ground and reached for her wand. "Specialis revelio" she murmured at her left wrist. Fresh rosy scars slowly begun to trace her white skin, like living ropes. The scars were pretty new, but weren't deep enough to be dangerous. She put her wand back into the cuff and took the knife again and placed it on her wrist. She looked gently at Dante. "Do you really want to do something you'll regret later?" She said, her voice cutting the cold air freezing it with its own coldness. "Do not think I regret them," she continued, looking at the scars, "but believe me, you will. Because I didn't want to die when I traced them, I wanted to live. But life is a balance of good and evil and that was the only way I could balance the emotional pain: with physical pain."
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Dante Rose Black
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Post by Dante Rose Black on Oct 16, 2005 20:22:42 GMT
Dante had expected this to happen she couldn't do anything when the people she cared about where always there to stop her. Her tears burnt like wet fire rolling down her face. "Y-you don't understand I-I can't keep going on like this." She cried but in her messed up state she could only feel the pain that was burning through her and she could find nothing. She felt cold and she knew she had to be as cold as ice, she couldn't feel her fingers and the bloofd that ran down her arm was starting to dry. She tryed to stop the crying but it was no use. "You really don't get it I can't be hear anymore I have to let go now."
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Post by faewings on Oct 16, 2005 20:36:20 GMT
"You know, after my brother died, I felt like this," Fae answered, bitter cold flowing in her tone, "when my father died, I felt like this. When I arrived in Spain, I felt like this. When I arrived here, I felt like this. I do not know vhat your story is and vhy do you think of zis, but you 'ave no right to kill yorself and let me live," she spoke, her Transylvanian accent, though strongly controlled up until now, showing trough. She gently opened her cloak with one hand, the other still holding the knife. A flowing black gown was revealed, resembeling the uniform robes most thoughly. She let the silky cloak fall to the ground, placing the knife at her very heart. "Push it if you really want to die. Push it and we'll die together. Push it if you think you can actually kill yourself. Because killing me, would kill you as well."
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Dante Rose Black
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Post by Dante Rose Black on Oct 16, 2005 20:45:59 GMT
Dante heard the words but she couldn't act she felt frozen like she where thrown into a freezing lake. Nothing that the girl was saying made any sense. Dante hung her head forward and cried. Choked sobs was all that was coming out now. Everything was so screwed up. "I can't do this alone, I'm not sure I can do this at all." Dante said into her hands were her head rested.
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Post by ~Persephone~ on Oct 16, 2005 21:16:58 GMT
Persephone had been shocked and stunned by the way things were turning out. She hadn't expceted Fae to act like that. Had expected something else, although she wasn't sure what. Some part of her asked though if this was how it was going to end, if this was how the light flickered out.
To be a candle, to give off light to help others, is to in the end consume yourself.
She thought of the words, and looked at her friends. Her eyes became haunted and ancient, the way she looked when she knew more than she should, when she hurt more than most people ever could.
She looked at Dante though. Looked deeply at her, and even if Dante couldn't see her, maybe she could feel her.
"Dante...you don't want this. I know that, and if you let me show you, you will to. Because think about it. You're part of my family, and I'm part of yours. I can't take losing you....and you know that."
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Dante Rose Black
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Post by Dante Rose Black on Oct 16, 2005 21:21:23 GMT
Dante felt Persephone's intense gaze. She heard her words. "I can't do this, I've tryed so hard to make thebest of these situations but-but I don't think I can any more." Dante voice was choked with pain she knew her friend could hear. "You are the only family I've ever had Persephone, but I can't feel the love you have given me only the pain that is coming in currents now." Dante's head fell once again to her hands.
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Post by faewings on Oct 16, 2005 21:38:31 GMT
Fae suddenly felt lost. Out of place. She let go of the knife, dropping it along with the cloak. She fell to her knees, bitting her lips to stop herself from crying. "Please, don't do it. If everything turns out badly, then stop trying to get it right. Not all can be alright in the world, but I'd rather die with you two than end up alone again. Solitude is something few can bear, and I'm not one of those few. Please, Dante, stop it," she pleaded, for what seemed to be the first time in her life. She hatted begging, and least of all like that, on her knees, like a slave. She hated it, and she just hoped that Dante'd understand and let go.
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Post by ~Persephone~ on Oct 16, 2005 21:52:57 GMT
"Persephone placed her hands on Dante's shoulders. They were light there, but there was a presence that intensified with the placing of her hands. It was almost as if Sephe was transfering her light, her happiness, into Dante.
"Dante...trust me...trust Fae...trust in us." There was that pleading tone in her voice. That desperatness that Fae also showed.
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Dante Rose Black
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Post by Dante Rose Black on Oct 16, 2005 21:59:16 GMT
Dante's tears slowed to a gasp. She felt the hands on her shoulders. "I-I don't know if I can, but I can try theres just so much thats happening its over whelming me." Dante sighed.
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Post by ~Persephone~ on Oct 16, 2005 22:04:42 GMT
"You can...and you will..." Her voice was stern and yet fogiving. She was going to let Dante know that she could live, that she would live! Persephone would make sure that she would never let Dante die!
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