Nothing To Do, Nothing To See...

[Katrina Knight (Break)]

"Nothing to do, nothing to see, no one is with you, it's only me..." A sing song voice rang out through the misty graveyard. "Surrounded by people, that aren't really here, they once were people, now should be feared..." Random words flicked together in her mind, as she heard them, she spoke them. "Oh no... One cries out..." She said, as she stopped infront of a grave. "She's still alive, no doubt..."

She slipped a silver blade from out of her pocket, running it down the grave's edge. "Such a pity it is only you and me," a pale hand was brought along the stone's edge. "They're fools... Aren't they?" She said, before taking the silver knife, and hanging it infront of her face.

"No - I don't want to... Why do you want to cause me pain? Why me do it? Can't you do it for yourself?" She asked aloud, tears forming in her misty eyes. But we will do it for you... "No," she whispered, before she slit the dagger vertically up her arm. She stopped midway to her elbow, for she fought them off. "Stop it, you can't control me," she fought, before crashing to the ground.

She did not want anyone to see her like this, sure, she was crazy... It was their fault... No one could see her broken, they only could see her insane, but confident self. She didn't want to admit to what was really going on.

"It's all your fault..." She spoke in a low whisper, as her crimson eyes gazed at the grave she was by; her grave.

Ooc:

Anyone can post.. I'm bored, I need to role play.. Somebody should post... O.o'

[Sin]

Sin had never been so tired in all her young life. It was hours after her curfew and she was still walking. Her footprints felt heavy as two stones, and the weight of the newly bought purchases from Hogsmeade, which had been fairly light at first, were now like carrying a pile of rocks.

That open plain that had always looked smooth and slightly undulating from a distance, what had happened to them? Suddenly they had become a series of steep mounds and deep trenches, with small sharp rocks hidden by the surrounding gravestones. The welcome light of the moon was now a burning eye that followed her, and added to the discomfort of her already frightened ego.

Staggering, Sin slumped down on the surface of a mound, unable to go another pace forward...lost within her own worries of making it back to the dormitories

......."No - I don't want to... Why do you want to cause me pain? Why me do it? Can't you do it for yourself?"

When the voice suddenly pierced the eery night, Sin jumped in startlement....wide-eyed with disbelief. A faint glimmer of light had passed over the graveyard...revealing a shapelass mass not too far away. Students did occassionally roam around the graveyard now and then, but never this late at night... or did they. Sin shivered at the prospect of what it could possibley be

Regaining her composure, her discolored eyes focused on the lone figure, in hopes that her fears would be proven wrong..."Hel...Hello there." she stated, keeping down the tremor in her voice. Oh why had she decided to take this tedious shortcut

[Katrina Knight (Break)]

The ebony haired girl hated this, why did she let them do this to her? She slit equally painful horizontal slices along her arm.

That's better... Isn't it? They asked her, their voice a slow, sweet torment.

"It's not... Stop... No more..." She felt like she no longer had control as she brought the silver blade up, once again. She cut diagonaly, a perfect X. Now she seemed satisfied with the design of the mark - no, she was not satisfied... They were... It wasn't her, she wasn't doing this...

"Why can't you leave me... I want to be normal," she spoke, tears falling onto her lap like a steady rain. It hurt so bad, but they liked it.... Oh how they loved it. Was it her that liked it? After all - they were inside of her.

She heard someone coming, the footsteps pounded heavily in her ears. She clutched her arm, blood seeping through her tight grip. She let out a cry of pain, not loud though... Hoping they would not hear. But they did; she heard the person's voice. All though it was barely heard among the voices talking in her head, telling her to make yet another mark on her wrist. 'Fight it...' She tried to tell herself.

Katrina looked up at the figure, which was now very close - too close. "You can't take me back..." Katrina said, remembering this scene, how she had gotten put into a mental hospital... She already broke free; not again. "I'm fine - I'm not crazy... I'm normal..." She said, looking through blurred vision. The girl looked like fog shaped into a human.

"I promise... I'm fine..." She tried to convince the girl, and them. She ignored the pain in her arm, for the fear of being brought back was so much worse.

[Sin]

Sin gave a visible gulp. "I'm not going to take you anywhere...I'm here...here as a ..frien...friend."

There was a murmured reply, but the sobbing continued. The girl, was a bloody mess,and in need of serious help... But...with each passing second, after hearing the rattle and crash of each sputtered word, being dragged across the graveyard...Sin still did nothing to prevent the abrupt appeal.

"Come on...I swear I'm not hear to hurt you," she smiled weakly, and stretched out her hands in front of the girl,"See...I'm absolutely danger free."

[Katrina Knight (Break)]

"Only..." She paused, tears still streaming down the porcelain face. "Only if you promise not to take me back... I'm fine," she said, looking up at Sin, her ruby eyes glassy. She hated that anyone saw her like this, it wasn't allowed, she didn't want them to know what she was really suffering about... They couldn't see her this way.

But it was too late.

She sighed heavily, her crimson eyes finally meeting the girl's gaze, "Okay... What's your name?" She asked, somewhat calmly, her voice seeming to trail away from the situation. The tone of her voice even seemed uncrazy for a moment. All though it was difficult to tell she was crazy from the amount of crying.

You could always kill her... You have a knife... Then no one would know, no one would ever know... The voices told her, she sat there, holding the crimson stained blade. She threw it to the side. "No..." She whispered back to them, "she said she was my friend, you aren't," Katrina randomly said, it must've seemed awkward for the girl.

Kitty slowly looked the girl over, she seemed harmless. All she really needed was a hug, and for someone to tell her it was okay... Or it was going to be okay. But no one got that close to her anymore, they thought she was weird, they didn't care... She didn't let many people in, either, for they didn't actually want to care for her. She was alone, the voices... Telling her what to do were her only friends, the only friends that would ever get close to her. Katrina hated it so much.

"Just... Don't go... And don't take me back..." The broken girl said, she didn't want her to take her back to St. Mungo's... She wasn't that crazy... She had already escaped... More tears spilled from her eyes, causing the girl to shake more, heaving with sobs.

[Sin]

Unsure, Sin broke her vision from those crimson gems and looked down at the ground. For the first time in their brief encounter, Sin had finally noted the sullen and forbidding mood of her companion. She looked as if she were expecting for some urgent and unwelcome news.

Noting that fact however, Sin turned and gazed into the depths of those eyes once again...her descision more or less confirmed.

"......Well, for starters my names Sin.,"there was sincerity in her voice. She paused, smiled and said,"And about taking you back....no worries....I'm not planning on taking you anywhere you don't want to go,"her bright eyes wondered around the dimly lit graveyard,"But you sure as heck can't stay here."she added, her laughter echoeing around the long forgotten tombs.

[Katrina Knight (Break)]

Katrina subsided the sobbing, breathing in heavily, she tried to calm herself... She couldn't stand them anymore, why were they there... They had to stop talking... They were hurting her head.

"Okay, my name's Katrina... Kitty if you like..." She said, smiling slightly at the girl, hesitantly she stood up. She was now face to face with her, the light smile never leaving. "Thanks... It's just..." Would she let Sin in? Would she let her know? Kitty was unsure of her decision, but she had already started her sentence... There was no turning back now.

"Okay, where I don't want you to take me back is St. Mungo's..." She sighed, wondering how the sudden calmness came over her. "If you haven't noticed..." Kitty said, her voice breaking a tad, "I am crazy... But it's not my fault, it's the voices... They keep talking..." Crazyness was easily implied with her last sentence.

"But I already broke free... I don't wanna go back... They aren't nice..." She shook her head, ridding herself of the memories.

"All right... Let's go somewheres..." Katrina said, gazing at her bloody arm; her self inflicted wounds. She peered up at Sin, "Maybe the Hospital Wing?" She suggested, wondering where it was, she hadn't exactly been walking around much lately, so she didn't know. But of course Sin knew... Didn't she?

[Sin]

ooc: Sry about that sucky post KK...I can;t write properly today though

"Okay, where I don't want you to take me back is St. Mungo's..."

"If you haven't noticed..."

"I am crazy... But it's not my fault, it's the voices... They keep talking..."

"But I already broke free... I don't wanna go back... They aren't nice..."

Sin seemed not to have heard. She did not move. Her arms and legs were cramped and the airless plot seemed to hold all the cold of the night. The wilting flowers among the tombs filled the graveyard with a rancid odor. Her head was heavy, and she thought with longing of the dormitories that would be aloof and lively with all the recent gossip.

Sin really wished she had never asked.

She hated the picture of people being dragged in to that rotten facility, scrabbling about like mere zombies, which had by law been approved by the ministry. St Mungo's really was more like a prison...then a refuge.

"Ha ha, that's a good one Kitty...as if I'd take anyone back to St. Mungo's," she replied, her good humor returning,"C'mon....to the Hospital Wing we go," she added, staggering to her feet

[Katrina Knight (Break)]

Ooc: Eeep! So sorry... I am such a lazy ass... It should be stamped on my forehead!

Bic: Katrina got up slowly, biting her lower lip. She didn't even try to put on a smile - they told her she didn't have to, anyway. 'Why do you listen to them?' She asked herself, they always made the decisions, always. Because. You're a stupid b.i.t.c.h. The harsh words sounded in her head, making her sniffle.

Her ruby gaze shifted to sin, her eyes almost glowing from the tears the threatened to spill. Relief swept over her, thankful she said she wouldn't take her back. Trust no one. She gulped heavily, taking careful steps towards Sin. "Okay... Thankyou... I don't exactly know where it is though," She said, she had mainly roamed the outdoors, not often did she play indoors.

Ooc: You want to make the thread...?