†Amelia†
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 13, 2005 5:41:09 GMT
Screwing her eyes shut again, to try and block it all out, they soon burst back open when she realized that having her eyes closed meant she could just relive the memories so much easier.
Sighing, 'Mia raised her right hand and covered her open eyes with it. According to Railyn she'd been to hell when she'd died...which was unuderstanable if she was the selfish, hurtful person she'd seen in Railyn's memories.
All of a sudden, 'Mia rolled over, jumped to her feet and began to walk away at quite a pace...she had no idea what she was doing, where she was going or what she would do when she got there...Her hands were clenched into tight fists, so tight that her knuckles were turning white and the rest of her hands were glowing pink. Her facial feautures were set to a mixture of pain, anger and self disgust.
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Post by railyn on Nov 13, 2005 5:45:15 GMT
Railyn followed close to her "Amelia stop." He called out running after her. "Look I am sorry, your not a bad person I swear." He said to her loveingly "You saved me from myself so many times, your my best friend and your still the girl who has my heart and litterally my soul." He told her confessing his feelings for her. He loved her still his heart belonged to her only.
She had been in purgatory because she killed herself. She was not a bad person at all and she needed to know that "Amelia Halliwell I love you so stop making yourself upset with what i did." He said firmly to her "Your a good person you are not a bad person your loving and caring and god knows how many people love you."
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 13, 2005 5:52:44 GMT
Spinning quickly on her heal, to face Railyn, her face now blotchy with tears she screamed: "WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T LOVE ME! NOONE SHOULD. YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT ME IN HELL!" ooc: *is over dramatic* ;D sooo...what do I care...sue me?!
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Post by railyn on Nov 13, 2005 5:59:49 GMT
Railyn felt the anger build up in him in a instant, how could she say that. He kissed her his lips touching her's softly and the moment they kissed her gave her everything about him. He hide nothing from her, his fears, his joys, everything he had ever lived threw good and the bad. He had been to hell and he showed her this and he showed her the reason for his fighting his way out, his love for her. He toke a moment after the emotions and memories ended before breaking the kiss.
He pulled back a step "Now do you understand I have loved you sense the day I met you." He sighed he felt the old sadness try to take him "We made love and we held each other all night we told each other we loved the other." He looked into her eyes "And all that made me stronger." He had hide nothing from her he was a open book to her.
OOC: A little mine was a little better.
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 13, 2005 14:10:21 GMT
Everything happened so suddenly, that 'Mia didn't even have time to react before it was over.
He had kissed her, but that wasn't the more significant part: he had showed her his life, everything about him. It left her head spinning.
Pushing him away with her hands, she then bent over, resting her hands on her knees and taing deep gulps of the cold air.
After a few minutes, her head stopped spinning and slowly she straightened up, meeting Railyn's gaze once again she said simply:
"Don't do that again!" and rubbed her temples. "Railyn, I'm truely greatful that you gave me another shot at life. And I'm extremely sorry for the times that I have hurt you. But I don't know what you want from me" she explained.
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Post by railyn on Nov 14, 2005 3:43:09 GMT
Railyn stepped back from her before she spoke. Her words cut deeper then any knife could ever cut. What he saw when he kissed her scrotched his very soul. He moved back further from her before he spoke. "I am sorry." He said softly, it was odd because it was clear that he didn't mean the kiss.
He made up his mind knowing he had hurt her so much in their times together. He wanted to give her a last gift. He would whip himself from her mind forever.
He moved toward her "I don't want anything from you" He meant it. He felt sick inside knowing what he was going to do next. He placed his hand on her head his hand shaking lightly as tears began to roll down his face.
The visions where flowing in reverse from her to him. After draining all the memories he had just given her from her. Then his next task came about, he began to alter her memories of him erasing him from all of her memories. She sat in the sand box next to a castle with no maker, She would believe that she made it to. She would not remember the love making in her grams house, or staying with him next to the lake.
When it was done his hand was shaking badly, his face soaked wet with tears. He moved past her slowly, it would be a few minutes before she realized where she was. By then he would be long gone, she wouldn't remember him even if she got her memories back.
He walked into the night shaking softly with tears rolling down his face. He whipped them away as he sprouted his wings from his back and toke off into the night away from MH, away from this horrible pain and this horrible life.
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 14, 2005 9:35:06 GMT
Blinking, 'Mia looked about. How did she get to the lake? Why was she here? She felt as though she had just woken from a dream. But now, she couldn't remember anything...very frustrating.
Turning, to make her way back towards the tunnels, 'Mia looked up at the sky...like she felt that she see someone she knew.
But the sky was now empty...feeling her heart sink...she walked sadly away...loosing a friend was never easy...(even if you don't remember them!)
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