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Post by railyn on Nov 7, 2005 22:20:55 GMT
(This is for Amelia and Railyn only) Railyn had been absent from The Grounds of MH for nearly two months now. He had left shortly after he brought his one time friend and lover back from the dead. The wind blew over his form his robes bellowing around him. He had become something he hated and loved at the same time. He had not ask to become what he was not a lycan and not a demon but a perfect immortal blend of both. He stood at the lake side a place where Amelia had once sat after her rebirth he could smell her again this time with another girl. He smirked in spit of himself at the scene that played in his mind.
He could easily kill the other girl that was not a problem if he wanted to. Amelia was his creation his perfect flawless masterpiece. She was his in every right as surely as a painting is to it's painter but he didn't want her harmed or upset with him yet he simply wished to give her a gift. The gift of memory he had known her all her life and had learned alot from the short time they had spent together as adults. He could make her remember the touch of her lovers the feel of the birth of her daughters and much more not just he feel but the emotions of love and hate. He would recreate her and she would be perfect more perfect then before.
He remember the look of her eye and the feel of her touch on his body. He stroked his arm where once she had kissed him after they made love. He remember the feel of her body next to his after they had made love. He sighed slightly at the painful memory as he still loved what she was and would be again. He sat with his robe lose and his feet dangling in the water as he waited for her to come. He knew she would come to him he would pull her to him through their bond and the blood they shared.
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 8, 2005 18:10:10 GMT
{(okie Michael...Amelia's gonna get her memory back in the thread I made in the library..just to let ya know...)}
As he had expected: so she came. 'Mia walked towards Railyn in the long grasses and beside bushes. She was wrapped up tightly in her long black cloak, her hair fluttered madly behind her in the wind that kept picking up and dying away.
'Mia felt very nervous: she didn't know why she was here, apart from to meet Railyn. She didn't really know much about him, or why she had to meet him at the lake...it was almost like an instinct...like she was required to.
Approaching Rai silently from behind, 'Mia waited for him to acknowledge her arrival.
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Post by railyn on Nov 9, 2005 18:19:01 GMT
Railyn had caught her scent as she drew near and her thoughts to. Her scent was tainted with his own but that was to be expected from the doll he had made so perfectly. He had used the knowledge of powers he had seen done in hell and even above in the real world. He gave her a look for a moment taking note she was covered in a girl's scent he would have to remember the scent so he could track the new girl and perhaps leave amelia a present in the form of a souless lover.
He stood and moved toward her "Hello Amelia." He said softly to her he found it ammusing that she had shown and how she held her body, like she was forced to be here. He gave a coy smile as his features shifted from the cold dark haired for he was in to the blue haired boy he had once been. He gave her the old calming happy smile. His eyes happy and joyful as he looked at her. What she saw was the Railyn untainted with anger or sadness but in that instant he was gone again. Though his form remained his eyes were not the same as before.
"Did you read why I wanted you here?" He ask her softly wondering if she had mearly read to meet him at the lake but that was unlikely. "And can I ask who you are in love with this time?" He added with a smirk his darker side not likeing how this girl made him feel. Railyn was the strong willed one which was why he had ask her here to boot.
OOC: Ok so have her tell him that...this thread may end bad so if you don't wanna finish it then pm me and we can delete the thread
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 11, 2005 7:47:58 GMT
ooc: how do you mean it will end bad? -is worried-
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"Howdi" she said, in a such an enthusiasctic voice that it sounded very fake. As he moved closer, Amelia could sense something about him...like he was plotting something. But he was more advanced than her because she could not read him well at all and so was just left feeling unsure.
When he asked 'who you are in love with this time?', Amelia frowned: this comment was obviously a dig at her, one which without her memory she couldn't make sense of.
"Why do you care?" she asked daringly, staring him right in the eyes.
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Post by railyn on Nov 11, 2005 11:38:23 GMT
"Because I was once a lover of yours as well." He said simply "and we use to be best friends." He told her without much feeling in his tone. "I am sorry if I scare you Amelia." He added softly again a shimmer of the old Railyn. "I can give you back your full memory." He told her bluntly "But once I do I want a favor done in return." his tone again empty. He knew Amelia or he had once known her. He still remembered those times when they held each other and she said she loved him. His heart ached with that love now what had he done so wrong to deserve what had happened to him.
He stopped a few feet from her. He loved her so much and it made his heartache. He wanted her so badly but those days where gone for some reason she left him and never once looked back. In fact if his memory served she hadn't even told him she was going back to Kage at all.
Railyn raised his hand and closed his eyes flashes of her life filled his mind. the fragment of his soul inside of her flooded her mind with the same flashes. Railyn understood each flash for what it was a unique memory one of her's. It would likely take her a few minutes for her brain to file the memories away so that they made sense to her and she could call on them as a normal person would.
"I created you from myself." he told her as the flashes ended. "I could not bare the thought of you dead." the shimmer of Railyn was back. "Your my best friend how could i let you go so easily." he fought back all the human emotions that flooded his mind that instant. "Hell I am still in love with you."
OOC: All he wanted to give her back was a few memories of them as friends from her past but if you don't want to just delete your post and I will erase this thread no questions ask it is not a important thing anyhow
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 11, 2005 22:08:11 GMT
Staring blankly as Railyn appeared to go off in a day dream, Amelia felt awkward and shifted her weight from foot to foot.
By the way he spoke: she guessed that they had obviously been quite close at one point, before her death, and Amelia racked her brains trying to figure out when and why.
Her mouth dropped open in complete shock when Railyn announced his love for her: she didn't know how to respond, so just stood before him, a questionning look occupying her features.
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Post by railyn on Nov 12, 2005 0:31:22 GMT
"We use to be together but when you had Kage's pups you left me." He turned from her he didn't want to look into her eyes as he spoke her features hurt him. "You didn't even say goodbye you just up and left me I didn't know till i saw you with Kage." He sighed "And when he killed me you didn't shed a tear for me. He sat back down at the lake side "I am sorry if i sound angry with you but it hurt alot more then you'll ever know."
He wanted to forget this pain he felt. He felt a sadness build up inside of him. "We grew up together we were best friend." He knew she didn't remember him and would likely never would. "I called you here because I need something from you."
OOC: Sorry I have no will."
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 12, 2005 8:59:01 GMT
Amelia felt a pang of guilt grip her insides, and she dropped her gaze to the ground as she felt she did not deserve tp look anywhere higher.
When Railyn went and sat back down, Amelia waited a moment or two, then went and joined him: sat down on the lake's edge.
"I'm sorry. I sound like a real b***h" she said, her voice showing her disgust at herself. "I really am sorry. Why bring me back if all I did was hurt people?" she wondered out loud to herself.
Still not allowing herself to meet Railyn's eyes, 'Mia stared blankly at the lake, her mind spinning and her stomach churning at what she was learning about herself. "What do you need?" she asked softly.
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Post by railyn on Nov 12, 2005 9:06:16 GMT
"Because your also the only person i ever gave a damn thing about." He admit to her "and because I love you and your a good person." He looked into her eyes "You did it for your kids to give them a family i can not blaim you for that." He said with a sigh "I am just upset that things happened as they did." He didn't want to say what he was going to but he felt like she had a right to know "We thought the kids where mine till a few days after they were born those where the happiest days of my life." He felt sick inside now bringing up things that opened his old wounds even deeper.
"I want to forget all this I want to go back to the way I was." He said in a sort of heavy sigh "I want to erase my memory of us of all of this, because no matter how many good memories I have all I can think about is what happened here." He looked up at the sky "Do you regret me bringing you back at all?"
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 12, 2005 9:17:34 GMT
"Oh...oh...oh..." were the only words that 'Mia could utter in reply to Railyn as he explained things to her. She was still in shock that she apparently had 'pups', but decided that now wasn't the time to ask more about that... As the male spoke, 'Mia tried her hardest to imagine what he was telling her...it sounded awful. She sounded awful. "I'm sorry" she whispered so quietly that it was barely audible.
"You want to erase your memory?!" she said, totally bewildered at the idea "Voluntarily?!...are you sure? You have no idea what it's like not being able to remember things about yourself...its like losing your identity...Railyn...don't..." she warned him.
"NO! I don't regret it at all! Are you kidding? I'm alive...I'm living...I'm happy..." she said, a small smile curling her lips as she thought about the weeks since her resurrection.
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Post by railyn on Nov 12, 2005 9:25:26 GMT
"you have a new scent on you." he informed her with a smile "no offence hun but you get around." He teased her and had she remembered him they had teased like that for years. "Just kidding." he added to her so she knew. He could tell loads from the scent and what he gathered from her head "So whats her name?" he ask her softly as he always did when she had a new boyfriend as a child.
He still felt love for her so he would listen to her always "I don't know what to do, I mean my life has been hell and hun I know hell been there for a few months." He informed her incase he didn't know "you might have been in purgatory for some 17 years but i went straight there." he felt bad for saying it like that "I met Xailyn there and we got out, I think I am the first soul ever to break out of hell and the first to become what i am." he said softly and sadly "I am able to relay memories to you, but only about us noone else do you want them?"
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 12, 2005 9:52:27 GMT
"Carissa" she said, her eyes twinkling at the sound of hearing her name. Flashes of Carissa's beautiful face flooded her mind for a few seconds, until she forced them away to concentrate.
"But to forget all of your past Railyn...it'll change you. Your past has made you who you are today." she couldn't give Railyn enough warnings...he would make a huge mistake should he willingly erase his memory...
"...Of us?" she asked, her gaze rising a little from the lake and lifting towards Railyn. "Erm...can you do that?"
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Post by railyn on Nov 12, 2005 10:01:24 GMT
"we are linked deeply hun." he said softly to her "I brought you back using my blood and attaced your soul to your body with a peice of my own." he laughed a little "You have a peice of me inside of you forever." He knew that could be taken out but she would die and eh would not hurt her. "I wonder if that is why you like girls all of a sudden." he teased her but he was sorry he had "I am just kidding Amelia your my best friend and I am sort of happy for you."
"Still I wonder about what effect i had on you." He focused on his past with her and slowly the fragment of his soul touched his soul inside of him and his memories flowed. From the age of 2 on till they made love at her grams and al the events after flowed into her mind
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Post by †Amelia† on Nov 12, 2005 10:59:05 GMT
"Wow...you did that for me?" she asked, not understanding why he would do such a thing for her since she had hurt him so.
Suddenly his memories of them started to force their way into her mind. The pain was intense, and she grasped at her head with her hands, closing her eyes tight and trying to block it out.
Collapsing backwards, 'Mia lay sprawled out on her back in the grass, writhing as he passed her years worth of memories of the two of them...
...playing tea-sets, dolls and action man when they were young pre-schoolers... ...play fighting, making dens and climbing trees when they got a little older... ...hanging out and telling secrets when they were about 10... ...meeting back up when 'Mia had been away to MH... ...Making love... ...Railyn coming to MH... ...Them being a couple for a short period... ...'Mia leaving Railyn... ...Kage killing Railyn...
Those were the memories that stuck out most. So many good times, but equally as many bad ones...
A single tear rolled down her cheek, and 'Mia lay there, breathing heavily, in the grass, not daring to move or say a single thing. They had been such close things, and 'Mia had ruined all that. Turning her head to the side, she faced away from Railyn.
Now she was even more confused as to why he would bring her back...surely he should hate her. Amelia had very little of her memory, and now the only memory she had of herself was one that gave herself a negative self image.
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Post by railyn on Nov 12, 2005 11:15:08 GMT
Railyn saw how she reacted he felt how she felt for herself. He smiled sadly to her “Amelia you’re my best friend and sometimes friends hurt you.” He didn’t make a move to turn her or say anything to hurt her more “but your not a bad person you wanted to give up being with someone you said you cared for to be with Kage who was the father of your babies so they could have a family to grow up in.” he understood she felt bad from his point of view he saw nothing she did wrong but love blinds you doesn’t it. He had also understood each action she toke for what it was all she saw was the effect. “You’re my best friend Amelia and I will always be here for you.”
He gave her a little smile “I am a lot harder to get ride of then that.”. She wondered why he brought her back, one was the fact she didn’t deserve hell she was to good. He loved her still as deeply if not more so then he had when he was human. He looked down at himself “Amelia I know you don’t remember your side of the story but trust me you’re a good person, why else would everyone love you so much.”
He knew it was silly to say because of course she had at least three people who wanted her. Kage, Carissa and himself where all in love with her. He wondered who the new girl was and whether she had truly fallen for Amelia like Amelia had fallen for all three of them before. Amelia had a giving heart and sometimes she fell in love to hard to fast.
He wanted to be with her so bad so bad in fact he would willing give up this immortal life to spend one lifetime with her. As the memory of them making love flashed before both of their eyes he had silently wished that moment had stretched on for eternity. He wanted to kiss her so badly and he did not hide this fact from her.
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