Looking For A Thrill.....

[Rice]

The boy felt her move away from him and stand. He got up too and watched her starting to walk away, his expressions changing to a frown "Samantha, where are you going?" He looked down and then at the lake, slowly he started to follow her.
"If... if I offened you in any way... I'm really sorry.." the young man looked up and ran to her, grabbing her hand and then hugging her tight "I'm sorry Samantha, did I say something? I'm really sorry, please forgive. I'll never say it again." He bit his lower lip and gritted his teeth "I'm an idiot. I've made you sad?"

[Samantha]

She looked at him. Not knowing what to say. She thought hard, but all she said was, "No, it's fine... I'll be fine." Her voice was slightly shaky, as though she were trying to hide it but couldn't. She looked up and smiled at him, a smilethat was half fake, but still half real.

Samantha let herself relax into his arms. She felt bad. He surely didn't know what had happend, and she knew that he meant know harm, she hoped. "I'm sorry....I...." she paused, trying to come up with the right words. "I... just over reacted..." She ended carefully. Not really what she wanted to say, but atleast it was somthing. Perhaps just saying something was better then not saying anything. Be it the truth or not. She just wanted him to know it wasn't his fault. Nothing was, she just met him. She felt stupid again, she felt worthless again. How she wished she could be someone else, someone better.

[ooc: sorry if this post is like uber sucky.... ♥)

[Rice]

The boys face met with the young ladies he held close "I want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me about anything. I know we've just met but I feel really connected to you." He let a smile escape onto his face while he watched her. His hands moving to hold onto hers "I'm sorry if I am troubling you or making you sad by asking you personal things but I'm just worried about you." He let out a muffled sigh, planting a small kiss on her cheek and then slowly letting go of her hands las if he wanted to hold onto her longer but couldn't. Slowly he started to walk along the shore of the lake "I'll leave you alone if you want? I mean you might need some time to think maybe?" He was looking at his feet and his smile seemed to have vanished all of a sudden.

[Samantha]

She wasn't entirely sure what she was supposed to say. It seemed he didn't want to leave but was pressing the matter as though he should. She didn't know what he wanted her to say.

Samantha just gave him a weak smile, and waved, she didn't, couldn't, say anything. And she was gone, into the rain. Her thoughts were all muddled and she wasn't sure what had just happend.

Now what she needed was to think. She needed to go and figure out what had just happend and what she was going to do. Everything was so perplexing.