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Post by aira on Jun 20, 2005 22:17:09 GMT
OOC: Invite only please!!!! Aira waited for Ondrea to come and meet her here under the tree at the lake. Airas pixie layed in the grass beside her sleeping, "Phoenix how come you get so tired so easy? Its only 9:00" Aira said laughing. Aira was waiting for Ondrea to come because they hadnt seen each other in years and they had to catch up on things... such as Airas boarding school
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 20, 2005 23:23:34 GMT
Ondrea was walking down the rough path towards her favourite palce- the lake. Again it was raining, which pleased her a lot. This way if she let out a few tears, no passer-bys would take interest in her. She looked at the sky with the stars that happily greeted her. She put her hood on, because it began to rain pretty hard. Ondrea grasped her diary, photo album , note-book (full of songs she wrote) and her sketch book.
AS she store down at her army boots, her feet lost grip on the ground, and she slipped landing on her butt.
Ondrea lauhged as she slid down the muddy hill, "Not again!"
Ondrea clutched her things bringing them close to her chest, as she sped as she went a long. She was getting closer and closer to the lake when finally she dropped her stuff and held onto the grass that was extremely drenched from the rain. She slowed down a bit, until she wiped out, her face landing in the mud, and her legs thrown into the lake. She plied her face out of the mud, and spat the dirt out.
"Yuck." she said flinging mud off her hands.
Something started nibbeling on her leg, it was tickeling. A bit creeped out by the thing, she tried getting her legs out of the water, but she ended up slipping right back in to the drop off.
Fish hurried away, frightened by the large creature that dropped into their home.
"Well I guess I better take advantage of this, and clean myself up." Ondrea whispered to herself.
She dunked her head into the cold lake water, sending chills up her back. She rubbed her face, getting the mud off her face. Then she stood up, water dripping from her hair, into her eyes smudging her black eye-liner. Ondrea saw her sister in the distance, she waved awkwardly, as she felt something on her leg. She shook it off. Ondrea reached to grab some solid soil, and pulled herself out of the water.
"I felt like going for a dip." she said sarcatically to her sister, as she squezed water out of her shirt.
Ondrea started heading towards her sister, and picked up her things on the way. Once she reached Aira, she collapsed beside her sister.
Ondrea laughed, "Most of been quite a show." as she put a soaked piece of hair behind her ear.
"Do you want me to die your hair a dark, dark blue? I've got that colour of dye." Ondrea said as she stared at her sisters hair.
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Post by aira on Jun 21, 2005 2:50:58 GMT
"omg are you ok, im glad you didint drown" Aira said sarcasticly laughing.
" dark blue?" "like black with a tint of blue or blue?" "if its black with a tint of blue, i will"
"So i guess we gotta catch up on those 6 years that we havent seen each other..."
" Ill start" Aira said.
" k, first of all this boarding school that auntie sent me to wasnt really a boarding school, but i was forced to say it was, otherwise they would kill me ... I was wiped there abused and raped by men." Aira said as she started to cry, and showed Ondrea the bruises. "I was barly fed anything, we were there slaves!" "luckily they used con.doms, which i am glad for, because it would suck to be pregnant at 14." "I was raped 4 times in the time i was there and i was beaten every day"
" One night they left the attic window unlocked, were is which we all slept crammed up in there." "I climed out and climed down the vines that grew along the building, i took my belongings and ran as far as i could and took out the letter hogwarts had sent me years ago and wrote back, than i wrote you.." "and i took a bus with the little money i had begged for and came here" "And thats a long story short" "how about you?"
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 21, 2005 4:55:34 GMT
Ondreas' eyes watered but she didn't let any tears escaoe. She had always hoped that at least her sister was safe from the pain she had experienced. Ondrea drew a deep breath, as she was about to share some terrible news with her beloved sister.
"Aira, many things have happened since you have gone. You don't know one in particular." Ondrea sighed, "Well," the words wouldn't leave Ondreas' throat.
"It is about dad, you see, well." Ondrea couldn't help but let one tear dribble down her face, "He is dead!" she spat out, as she hugged her sister.
"You were sent off before moms funeral, and it happened then. Dad came walking over to me, my heart filling with a tint of happiness. Then he told me, that the firemen think that drug-dealers that he owed money to burned down the house. They thought he lived with us still and burned the house down. He said it like he was so, so freakin innocent. I got mad, and I spat in his face telling him that he was worth nothing to me. He punched me in my face making my nose bleed, I was so terrified, I had never seen this side of him before. I told him it was all his fault, then he bashed my head against the wall, I was bleeding everywhere. The police had gathered around, and pulled him off me. He scream to me, "What have I done, Ondrea, I am so sorry." Ondrea stopped her eyes swollen from all the tears, and she was gasping for air.
"A man hit him across the head with a bat. He fell to the ground lifeless, in a ouddle of blood. I was rushed to the hospital." Ondrea stopped, "He didn't mean to! I miss him so much. He was all I had left, the only one to comfort me. Then they took him away." Ondrea cried, "He's gone."
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 21, 2005 4:56:56 GMT
Ondreas' eyes watered but she didn't let any tears escaoe. She had always hoped that at least her sister was safe from the pain she had experienced. Ondrea drew a deep breath, as she was about to share some terrible news with her beloved sister.
"Aira, many things have happened since you have gone. You don't know one in particular." Ondrea sighed, "Well," the words wouldn't leave Ondreas' throat.
"It is about dad, you see, well." Ondrea couldn't help but let one tear dribble down her face, "He is dead!" she spat out, as she hugged her sister.
"You were sent off before moms funeral, and it happened then. Dad came walking over to me, my heart filling with a tint of happiness. Then he told me, that the firemen think that drug-dealers that he owed money to burned down the house. They thought he lived with us still and burned the house down. He said it like he was so, so freakin innocent. I got mad, and I spat in his face telling him that he was worth nothing to me. He punched me in my face making my nose bleed, I was so terrified, I had never seen this side of him before. I told him it was all his fault, then he bashed my head against the wall, I was bleeding everywhere. The police had gathered around, and pulled him off me. He scream to me, "What have I done, Ondrea, I am so sorry." Ondrea stopped her eyes swollen from all the tears, and she was gasping for air.
"A man hit him across the head with a bat. He fell to the ground lifeless, in a ouddle of blood. I was rushed to the hospital." Ondrea stopped, "He didn't mean to! I miss him so much. He was all I had left, the only one to comfort me. Then they took him away." Ondrea cried, "He's gone."
Ondrea picked up a pebble and threw as far as she could into the water, as she sucked it up, "I am sorry, I shouldn't be this way. I am so freakin self-centred." Ondrea muttered under her breath.
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Post by aira on Jun 21, 2005 22:18:12 GMT
"Your not self-centred ondrea why would you say that?"
" And i had a fealing Dad died" Aira said crying.
"We have gone through hell and back and i am glad we are here now save and sound and not being raped abused or anything like that" Aira said swallowing lumps.
"We just gotta be tough" Aira said weekly
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Post by aira on Jun 21, 2005 22:20:38 GMT
" We just gotta think of the good things in life" "Like when im sad i just think of that guy that i danced with ... tony and it makes me feel better. Because when i am around him i feel safe and happy and i foget about everything else" Aira said with a smile on her face.
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Post by aira on Jun 21, 2005 22:21:17 GMT
"but anyway enough of that.." " so were did you live before you came here?"
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 22, 2005 2:18:26 GMT
"There is nothing that makes me happy in this world, except for you, but the thought of you used to make me sad too, cause I could never see you. I used to think, oh well I could be worse off, that would keep me going." Ondrea smiled at her sister.
"Well I woke up three days later, to have auntie tormenting me. She said how I let mom die that day at the fire," Ondrea gulped her throat feeling soar, "That it was her fault since she chose dad, and that dad is in iddiot and all that crap. She went on, and on, about you being a brat and a cry- baby. Finally I had enough and told her that she should never talk about my family that way, because they were better then she'd ever be. SHe yelled at me, I tried to run away, but she locked me in my dark and moldy room. When I was reading my diary, well I was reading about something you don't know about yet. It reminded me of how nice dad was at, at one point, I started to cry, and I cried myself asleep. When I was seven a man tried to rape me, and dad told him to get out, but the guy forced me not to tell my dad what happened, or else he would kill him. It was the drug-dealer, so I believed it. The guy came back two more times, and he raped me and abused me. Once he tried abducting me, but dad caught him, and he never returned." she smiled at Aira, "He was good at one time."
"Any way, I actually didn't know dad was dead at that point, because I had lost all contsciousness from the blow to the head. Actually I was quite peeved at him. Then I had a nightmare, I guess it was a flash-back, anyways. I was falling to the ground, and then I saw him get hit in the head with the bat. I know it was a memory, because I remember it clearly after that nightmare. I started to cry and then auntie told me to shut the hell up, and she walked into my room screaming. I stared at her, pretending to listen, she marched right out, and forggot to lock the door. Once she was asleep, I snuck out, found the address to your boarding school, stole 1,000 dollars, and ran away with my diary, and stuff. I ran and ran, cops were searching for me, and it was pouring. I thought of our sister Rain, as I ran and it rained. For some reason, it seemed like she was right there with me, sharing my pain, and backing be up. Finally I hid in an alley way, and I found Shadow and Batty. The next day I met a person on the streets, she became my good friend, Mary." ONdrea laughed remembering the first time they met, "Yah, lets put it this way, she didn't like me at first. We went on search for you, and we were really poor, eating from garbage cans. Keep in mind I did this for years, 1.000 dollars didn't last long. Eventually Mary got an over-dose. Pimps would take me all the time, and I'd be raped and abused all the time. Someone put drugs in my drink, I got really high, and I nearly died. Pretty soon, I became I prostitute, I had no money, and I was pretty used to it by now, getting raped and all. I tried to commit suicide countless times. I n early made it to your boarding school, but then someone abducted me and took me to Alberta, I headed back for you to Quebec as soon as possible. By that time I had stopped being a prostitute, because I knew it wasn't the right thing to do. Someone gave me a guitar, and that is the only way I got money. Right when it was getting bad, I was drinking, and then instead of being a prostitute I became a stripper, Recieving my first check of 1, 500. I was pretty happy with it, but I really felt bad for what I was doing. I hated myself, and I tried over-dosing myself getting myself in a hospital and in rehab. Oneday at rehab, an owl flew in, and gave me the letter. I had never been so happy in my life, that is until you came. I took the night bus, and I arrived." Ondrea cried, you probably hate me, for what I've done, but I have always felt bad, and hated myself for it." Ondrea looked down at the ground, really ashamd of what she had done.
"There is one more thing, but I really don't want to tell you this." Ondrea said quietly.
"Trying to change the subject, she said, "You know the worst thing about being on the streets, is people in business suits pass by, and when you ask for change, they either ask you to come home with them, or they completely ignore you. Everyone stares at you, and hates you, even though they don't know you, they make fun of you, even though they could easily be in my shoes. It is not like I wanted this life." Ondrea finished.
Oh my God she thought, Aira probably hates me, but if she knew, she might hate me more, or maybe less.
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Post by aira on Jun 22, 2005 23:40:37 GMT
Aira burst out crying not knowing theses terrible things have happened to Ondrea. " You have no reason to feel ashamed of anything you have done" Aira said wipeing her tears. "I would have sone the same thing, if i were on the streets" "please tell me the one other thing" i really dont want to know" " i am so glad you are ok now!" Aira said hugging her sister. "i love you so much and as long as were together we will be alright"
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 22, 2005 23:48:36 GMT
Ondrea wanted to tell her sister the other thing, she had never told anyone, and it haunted her all the time. She could never even talk about it, and she ached to let it all out, sometimes getting pretty close.
"I think you might not like this, but I feel like I should tell you." Ondrea said while looking at the glistening water.
"I got pregnant." Ondrea said now staring at Aira.
"I really was scared to go through birth, so I thought that I should have an abortion." Ondrea finished.
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Post by aira on Jun 22, 2005 23:57:55 GMT
"Oh" Aira said crying "Its not ur fault u got pregnant anyway how were you suposed to raise a kid on the streets" " but if you ever get pregant again and cant raise the kid u should have the kid anyway and put it up for adoption, i no you were scared about going through birth and stuff but its ok, that was the past and this is the present. Forget about it all and just concentrate about whats going on in your life now." "thank you for telling me though." " i dont blame you for geting an abortion." aira said swallowing tears
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 23, 2005 0:14:42 GMT
Ondrea laughed a bit, "Who said I actually had an abortion? I felt bad, and I knew I'd be killing a little baby, so I didn't. I gave birth at thirteen, and I raised her for a year. Then things got really tough, so I got her in foster care. It wasn't the life she deserved, living in the streets, and seeing her mother as a sl.ut." Ondrea said crying a lot. "Her name was Jenessa Claire McKenna. I miss her so much, I get to visit her this week." Ondrea said a smile across her face.
She closed her eyes, droplets of rain running down her cheek, "I only get to see her once a month, would you like to come and meet your niece?"
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Post by aira on Jun 23, 2005 21:43:00 GMT
"yes i would love to" Aira said smileing and was relieved that ondrea didint really get an abortion it really scared her for a sec i mean thats like killing a baby its murder. "Im glad you didint really get an abortion" aira said smileing
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Post by Ondrea on Jun 24, 2005 23:23:27 GMT
Ondrea smiled at Aira, "That is like freakin murdering a baby. That will be so great if you come. She is really cute, luckily she looks more like me then him." Ondrea let out a little fake laugh.
"So have you made any friends yet?" Ondrea said, "Do you wanna look at my photo-album?" she added in anxciously.
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