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Post by mocha on Dec 9, 2005 19:29:14 GMT
Mocha was walking to the lake from the common room. She wanted to leave because a man she was starting to like was in love with someone else. She held the tears in as best as she could but not for long. Mocha sat down on the edge of the lake looking into it and seeing her reflection. "What is wrong with me?" Moccha asked herself. Having her heart torn and then torn even more was and uter distruction to her life. Tears started to fall down her cold and pale face. Dripping into the water Mocha began to remember what her best friend had said. "I will be here for you all you have to do is wistle and I will be there." Mocha began to wistle sowftly and waited to see if her best friend would show up. "Please come here Takahashi I need your comfort I cant take this no more.
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Takahashi
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Post by Takahashi on Dec 9, 2005 19:33:45 GMT
Takahashi was walking through the lake when she heared someone wistle. "Is that Mocha?" Takaahashi wondered. She began to run in the dirrection the wistle came from. In a matter of mements takahashi saw Mocha sitting at the edge of the lake and seen tears fall from her eyes. "I am here." Takahashi smiled and walked over to Mocha. "What is wrong my dear?' Takahashi did not like to see her friend so torn inside. "PLease dont cry."
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Ki (Kai) Chasura
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Post by Ki (Kai) Chasura on Dec 9, 2005 21:33:45 GMT
Ki stood up and followed Daemon out the door, awaiting his directions. She knew where Mocha was headed. On a normal basis this is where Ki would go to sort out her head. Now knowing for a fact that Daemon knew where he was going, kinda zoned out.
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Post by Telah on Dec 10, 2005 6:10:41 GMT
What was this that Telah felt as he sat in the shadows of the lake watching the sad student pass by, was it that he was once again feeling compassion for students or anyone at that matter.
It was an awkward feeling but it was kind of a nice one after all he hadn't felt much of anything sense he lost her. He remembered it so clearly though it was almost two years ago now. Why hadn't she come back why hadn't she written was Lorry even still alive? He asked himself as he slowly let his body slip into his human form, maybe he would able to be normal and things would be how they used to be..... at least for today.
How he longed to emerge from the shadows and maybe walk the grounds freely at least for today. He knew that he wasn't saposed to feel this was especially in the time of "Angulus Morti" oh how angry his master would be even if just this once he let his guard down and let himself become almost human. Maybe he could have a conversation with that student and maybe even comfort her, oh how nice would that be he though to himself as he let his human mind take over.
He didn't care anymore he would answer to Azrael and would take his punishment, it would all be worth it because today he would be normal and maybe even make a friend.
Slowly he took his first step out of the shadows, then another and another. The soft snow crunched beneath his feet as he walk toward the girl. What would he do what would he say it had been so long sense he had any contact with a student that didn't involve violence. The two students were coming up fast now they were only a few steps away. He was so close he could touch them, he had to say something now or make a fool out of himself. "Hey are you ok?" He asked the girl with a calm voice, even though he was very nervious on the inside.
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Daemon
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Post by Daemon on Dec 13, 2005 0:50:21 GMT
Daemon walked down from the castle. Ki followed him, and his mind followed Mocha. He didn't know where this was going, but it was tearing him apart. He had to choose between his friend and his love, and he didn't know what one was hurting him more. He didn't know what to do, and it was killing him slowly.
He turned to face Ki, hoping that she would provide him with some advice. His violet eyes searched hers hoping to find a trace of advice, but instead he found her looking at him. He had a guess where as to go, but he wasn't certain what to do exactly when they got there.
"I think she'll be down by the Lake, but I don't know what to do when we get there."
He kept walking forward though, and finally he reached the Lake. He watched as Mocha cried, heart felt sobs that tore at his being. How could he hurt his friend this badly?
"Should we hide?"
He turned to Ki again.
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Ki (Kai) Chasura
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Post by Ki (Kai) Chasura on Dec 13, 2005 3:44:16 GMT
Ki looked at Daemon and snapped out of her daze in order to answer, "Maybe. For a minute anyway."
She started rubbing her wrist as it was beggining to hurt.
"Hey, Daemon, what do you have on your mind?" Ki questioned him. Maybe he had an answer for her, maybe not. It would be his choice to answer. It's not like she could force him to do such a thing. Ki's eyes made contact with his for a few short seconds, then she looked back down at the ground, before she sat there and leaned against the tree. "You don't have to answer that by the way, if ya don't want to." She shut her eyes for a short moment until she started to sing softly, hoping that Mocha might hear her, then opened them briefly to gaze out at the lonely sky. Snow was falling, but she couldn't really feel it.
Ki continued singing, "Fallen wishes, gaze away, into the hopes of other days, the distant fire, the one that never falls, something's there but not alone, a silent whisper, a distant tear, the thing that made us all once fear...." her song continued, as she waited for something to happen.
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Post by Takahashi on Dec 13, 2005 20:19:58 GMT
Takahashi heard a soft singing comming from two people behind an old tree. She looked up at the sky as soft snowflakes fell down on her cheek. She heard a man talk to Mocha and looked down at him. "I am sorry she does not feel like talking. I can feel the pain from her body. I dont know what to do." Takahahsi said as she looked at the man. Small tear fell from her eyes.
Takahashi whipped the tears from her eyes and said loudly so the people hidding could hear her. "I beg of you please dont make this more worse than it is. Mocha is delecate and you must not hurt her. PLease her heart has already been torn I cant bare to see it torn even more. " Takahashi looked back at them as they sat behind the tree. "Please......" Takahashi looked back down at Mocha and moved a piece of her hair to the side. SNow began to fall even harder. The snow fell gently down on Mocha's face as she laid in Takahahsi's arms. "Mocha you must be strong even though there are people who break your heart and hurt you. Please remember I am always here for you. You still must be strong." She smiled as he looked up at the man who asked if Mocha was ok.
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Post by Daemon on Dec 17, 2005 1:21:58 GMT
Daemon turned to Ki. What did he have in mind, he had no idea, but he knew it wouldn't sound too good to say that. Not now at least, and he was hoping that something would happen that he knew what he was supposed to say. Something did happen. The girl that had joined Mocha had spoken to himself and Ki.
Daemon knew that the girl out there had seen him. He vaguely remembered hearing Persephone talk about her as a friend, and calling her Takahashi. She was in Seph's house and the two of them were good friends. And that just made everything more complicated.
Deciding it was pointless to stay hiding, he stood up. His violet eyes were bright and firey, and yet there was no happiness only sadness in them. Sadness because he had to hurt the ones he loved no matter what.
"I'm sorry Mocha. I just hope you understand...."
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Post by mocha on Dec 17, 2005 1:47:35 GMT
Mocha looked away. She could not bare to look at him for it would tear her heart even more. "I.......I....understand." She said very quietly. Tears fell from her eyes. I must not cry please dont cry, Mocha said to herself. "Takahashi I want to leave from this place and never come back, but I cant leave...." Mocha stopped and looked up. Her eyes sparkled with tears.
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Post by Daemon on Dec 17, 2005 1:56:09 GMT
Daemon walked towards her. Maybe he should just leave her alone, but he didn't her to suffer. He knew she wouldn't be crying alone, but this was all his fault. There would have been no tears shed if he'd been careful with what he said, and how he'd acted. None of this would have happened at all. He couldn't leave her.
"Mocha....Listen to me please. I think we need to talk, and maybe it'll hurt right now, but when we're done, it might not hurt so much. Please."
His eyes were pleading, and his voice cracked. He didn't usually beg, but he wanted to help her, and he feared be rejected and forever shut out.
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Post by mocha on Dec 17, 2005 2:04:27 GMT
Mocha was bawling. "Stop....please...why?" Mocha said quietly. She covered her face in Takahahshi's arms. "I cant stand it anymore." She finally looked up at him, but when she dud her eyes were full of sadness and tears. "I am leaving from this place and never comming back." She covered her face back in Takahashi's arms. "Takahashi I will visite you I prmis." She said as she tried to whipe the tears from her eyes. "Why does he want to talk to me?"
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Post by Daemon on Dec 17, 2005 2:50:43 GMT
Daemon was close enough to hear her, close enough now that he could see each tear that flowed out of his friends's eyes. He was close enough to see the heartbreak in her eyes, but he needed for her to listen.
"I want to talk to you because I don't want to hurt you. I want to talk to you because you're my friend. That's why, but will you listen to me? Will you even spare me that much of your time? You deserve better than me, but will you allow me enough dignity to be able to stop your tears?"
He remembered a quote that once said, "If you make me cry, at least be there to wipe away my tears." He wanted to do that. He wasn't certain why, but he really wanted to make things all better. And it was true, she deserved someone better.
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Post by mocha on Dec 17, 2005 3:02:00 GMT
Mocha looked at him as she stood up. "You no nothing......I want to give you the chance to talk but I cant get this pain out of my mind." She spoke with such sadness as she moved closer to him holding herself. Tears continued to fall. "I have been torn once and i thought you could be the one to put it back together but.....but....it seems that you are one who wants to make it worse. It makes me sick to be so mean to you but, there is no other way to make me stop thinking of yopu." Mocha fell to the ground and covered her ace with her hands. Tears seamed through her fingers.
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Post by Daemon on Dec 17, 2005 3:12:04 GMT
Daemon started to bend down to comfort her, but he stopped himself. Did she honestly think that being mean to him would solve anything? Did she believe that that would stop such a feeling as love? It was nonsense, but he understood where she was coming from. How could he not? He'd felt the spurns of despised love before, and maybe it was because of that that he didn't want to leave her here with the comfort of her friends and the words he wanted to say but couldn't.
"You can't believe that Mocha. We both know that being mean to each other won't solve anything. Whose to say that in ten years we won't end up together? Whose to say we will? I just wanted you to know, that love, no matter how hard it is, or how much it hurts, will be true. You just have to keep your head up. You'll find someone who will make everything ok, someday Mocha. But remember I'm your friend even if you won't be mine."
He turned away from her then. His violet eyes were filled with emotion and hurt. Deep pain ran in there, and he knew who he needed to find now. He knew that he needed to hear her voice and hear that he'd done what was right, because at that moment it didn't feel like he'd done the right thing. It felt like he'd ripped apart his friend and himself. It wasn't fair, but it was right...
He reached the castle and headed toward her wing. She'd be out there preforming Prefect duties, and though he might get in trouble, he'd still be able to talk to her.
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Post by mocha on Dec 17, 2005 3:18:12 GMT
Mocha wanted to throw herself in his arms and tell him that she forgave him but he walked off to soon. "Please Daemon come back I am sorry. I ....I didn't mean to. Please" She whipped the tears from her eyes and started to walk into the woods. When she thought she was far enough she stopped and sat down on a giant rock. She looked down but no tears fell from her eyes. Her crystal blue eyes stayed clear but sad. "I am so stupid."
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