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Post by Anya on Jun 27, 2004 1:05:20 GMT
Anya raised an eyebrow slightly. "That's the reason?" She asked slightly surprised. "I thought it was something more then that, anyway have you talked to your family recently?" She had been pretty reluctant to write Faith's family ever since the incident had occured. Not to mention she hadn't had any time to talk to Faith recently either. Now that summer was here there would probaly be alot more time for that along with other non-Schooll related things.
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†Faith Winters†
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Post by †Faith Winters† on Jun 27, 2004 1:11:45 GMT
Faith smiled slightly "thats not the only reason...being with him made me feel so...tied down i guess, and to tell you the truth...he's not exactly the funest person to be around...kinda moody yanno? and i now i feel much happier with out him..." she looked down at the water again "no i havn't talked to my family recently...well..." she looked back up at Anya, tears starting to fill her eyes "i-i-i-i've t-t-talked t-t-to c-c-crissy..." she stuttered out, she brought her hand up and wiped away her tears
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Post by Anya on Jun 27, 2004 15:37:55 GMT
She was about to say something about the Xeion comment but her thoughts were brought to another level. Tears welled up in her eyes. Without thinking Anya brought her hand up and struck Faith across the face. Leaving a red outline of her hand. "Don't.." She shook her head. "Don't joke about things like that. It's really not funny." Tears were now cascading now her cheeks. Small waterfalls. She turned away from where Faith now stood. Not bothering to wipe the tears away she ambled towards the shore.
Why would Faith do such a thing. Such a touchy subject, how could she even think about something like that, Crissy was her sister. Faith knew how Anya felt about that subject. It was partly her fault that Crissy was now gone. She had led Crissy to death. Unintentionly butu led her nonetheless. She sat on the shore her kness drawn up to her chest. Tears still pouring forth. Misery had once again been brought out.
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Post by †Faith Winters† on Jun 27, 2004 15:54:07 GMT
Faith was shocked, she brought a shaky hand up to her cheek where Anya had slaped her. New tears started to pour down her cheeks. She walked slowly towards Anya, she stumbled slightly as she walk, still in shoke about being slaped. She bent down in front of Anya so she was eye level with her then wraped her arms around her friend, even more tears sliding down her cheeks "i'm-i'm not j-joking...god how could you think i would joke about something like that...thats my sister...i-i've r-r-really been talking to her...Anya she's here....sorta...she's a ghost...but she's here...please believe me...and don't slap me again..." she fell to her knees, her arms still wraped around Anya
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Post by Anya on Jun 27, 2004 16:02:38 GMT
Anya was enveloped in her friend’s arms. Hugging her back she tried to stifle the tears from soaking Faith's shoulder. "How can you see someone? Talk to someone who’s gone Faith? She's actually gone, deceased not coming back." She shook her head slightly. "I'm scared. Scared to see her, I don't want to see her, or have a reminder that she's gone. When you say she's here I do believe you, really. I just wish it wasn't so. I can't live with the knowledge that Crissy isn't gone now. It took me so long to face the fact that she wasn't coming back. How can you now tell me she's back, here. That she’s even talking to you!" Anya wiped the tears which now fell from her cheeks. "I just can't accept that. Do you not understand that?"
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Post by †Faith Winters† on Jun 27, 2004 16:14:03 GMT
Faith brought her hand up to her face to wipe away her tears so she could see anay properly again "i understand...i thought the same thing...but once i started talking to her...it was unbelieveable...it felt great...i can't even explain what it was like to see her...and hear her voice...but you don't have to see her...i'm sure she would understand...but she said she missed you...she wanted me to tell you...and she was so happy that you made it out of that cave.... you should have seen her, her whole face just lit up when we talked about you...i havn't seen her sense that night though...but i know she's around here somewhere...but if you don't want to see her, she won't bug you...or anything like that...she'll leave you alone...if thats what you want..."
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Post by Anya on Jun 27, 2004 17:43:35 GMT
It felt like her heart had once again been ripped out of her chest. To learn someone you had loved was dead. Then to learn they had come back. You could almost see the person. Her vision was now foggy due to the massive amount of tears pouring down her face. "You don't understand." She said quietly."You weren't there. It was horrible and now you come down here telling me that I can talk to the person I helped to kill." She shook her head. "Wouldn't that make you thrilled?Now I know that my friend. The one who died in front of me is now back and I could talk to her." Her voice rise slightly but then returned to it's normal tone. "You can't understand what that feels like. I don't want her to leave me alone but it just wouldn't feel right to see her again. I miss her so much. How can she just expect me to talk to her like we used to?" She sighed and gazed out toward the beautiful sun-lit lake. "It's hard."
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Post by †Faith Winters† on Jun 27, 2004 19:07:33 GMT
Faith put both her hands on Anyas shoulders and looked her right in the eyes "you did not in anyway help kill her, she was lost too, nither of you knew what you were getting into, and i know i can't understand what you had to go through being there when she was killed..." she brought her hand up to wipe away Anyas tears "she doesn't expect to just talk to you like you used to, i only talked to her because i just happened to be going on my nightly visit at the time, she wants to talk to you but she's scared, and she knows it's going to hurt both you and her...thats why she's been waiting so long...she's just as scared as you are..."
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